Music and Lyrics: Michael Gray Bulla, Wesley A. Bulla, Deborah G. Bulla
© 2024 M. G. Bulla, W.A Bulla, D. G. Bulla
Allubsew Music (ASCAP), Dimby Music (ASCAP), Michael Gray Bulla Music (ASCAP)
Recorded: March - July 2024
Recording Credits:
Gray Bulla, lead vocal, backing vocals, ukulele
Nikki Vox, backing vocals
Wes Bulla, keyboards, (piano, bass, accordion, kalimba, violas)
Joe Allen, lead guitars, rhythm guitars
Produced by Wes Bulla
Asst. Prod. Gray Bulla, Deb Bulla (aka Nikki Vox)
Arranged, recorded, mixed, mastered by Wes Bulla at Sunroom Studio, Franklin TN
Lyrics
Feeling burnt out like a failure
Like I'll never find anyone
Feeling like I'll be alone forever
Like I'll be this way until the day I'm done
And you know what they say about assuming
But it's consuming everything I do
And you know what they say about forgiving
But it's been plaguing me like it's all it'll ever do
And I admit I bite and kick
And hold everyone with a clinched fist
But unlike what the poet said
You can't love me in spite of it
How do you name what I'm feeling
When I'm not feeling much of anything at all
I guess it's like my insides are rotting
Like the other shoe's always about to drop
And I admit I bite and kick
And hold everyone with a clinched fist
But unlike what the poet said
You can't love me in spite of it
And now I guess this is getting pathetic
How I sit and write and sit some more alone
But there's nothing else to remedy this
This feeling that's got me on my own
So I'll throw a fit, maybe bite and kick
And hold everyone with a clinched fist
But unlike what the poet said
You can't love me in spite of it
Yeah you can't love me in spite of this